So if you feel me let me know, know, know

Come on now what you waiting for, for, for

My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode

So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

i am sick and tired of all these fightings too.

perhaps you could say that i was putting on a brave front.

so,if you guys wanna make peace.

just go, i seriously wouldn't mind.

i miss my old simple-minded self.

rachel says i have changed.

and yes, i am trying to change.

i think that i should change if i wanna belong to the group.

but i seriously miss my old self.

i always feel so out hanging out with a big group like that.

i can't seem to find a group that i truly belong to in 1e3.

yes yes yes, i should give myself more time.

but 6 months has passed.

i am still drifting around looking for a group i truly belong to.

it looks like others have found theirs.

i miss bhps. ):

and yes, we talked things out.

we have to accept one another's weekness if we want to be friends.

i am listening to Starlight by Muse.