yay, i am blogging again.
i'll try to blog once a week, at least.

MONDAY
2.4 run.
woo hoo, i passed.
by 15 seconds. hehe.
18.15 (:

i seriously idolise miss chugani.
i love her lessons so muchh.
she seems to be the only one who can 'out-talk' ( sorry, is there such word?) andre.

woo.
i'm proud of my napfa results.
at least it wasn't so bad.

sit and reach: 33 cm
inclined pull-up: 10
shuttle run: 10.54 ((:
sit-up: 30
standing broad jump: 165cm

alright,
from today till i don't know when,
my blog will be really dead.
cause my computer got virus. ):
yeah so,
bye.

Oh I can't believe

What I'm seein' with my eyes

I'm losin' my mind

And I don't think it's clever

finally,

it didn't rain this morning.

but it was cold, still.

so many things happening tomorrow.

DEBORAH LOOI HUI YI"S BIRTHDAY.

patricia's birthday also.

hahas.

so many july babies.

napfa tomorrow too.

is it the 2.4 or 5 items?

anyone knows?

well, i shall try not to fail for my 2.4, again.

my sit and reach sucks.

i can't seem to bend forward.

good luck to all those having napfa tomorrow too.

I am listening to Like I Love You Justin Timberlake.

First you say you won't

Then you say you will

You keep me hanging on

And we're not moving on

hello earthlings. (:

sorry for not updating often.

i'm just too tired.

perhaps from the lack of proper sleep.

i could just doze off anytime.

so yes,

went bugis today with joyce, patricia, michelle and jingwen.

we were meant to go there to bowl but the place turned out to be closed.

but seriously, that building seriously gives me the creeps.

so,

we went for lunch at food junction.

then we went for neoprints.

somehow,

i think that neoprints taking ain't as fun as it used to be.

yes,

we finally got our geography test back.

miss ngoh took 1 week just to mark that pathetic 2 paged paper?

lol.

24 out of 30.

pretty okay lah.

man,

there's something wrong with my msn.

random conversation windows and weird ads keep popping out.

darn it.

I am listening to Wall To Wall by Chris Brown.

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

boy, i am like bloody tired now.

after a long day in school.

i thought that the carnival thing was alright.

shang zhi, jing wen, rachel and i rockclimbed.

and boy its was totally fun.

i wouldn't mind doing it again.

whee.

hmm, michelle had a weird dream last night.

i don't want to elaborate about it.

I am listening to Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie.

i want my old self back.
so many people have been telling me i changed.
don't worry.
i noticed it too.
i want to go back to my old self.
but for some reason, i can't.

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself and center, clarity

Peace, Serenity .

ahh, what a long and tiring day.

the IT thing was BORING today.

last lesson was fun-ner.

i am just so in love with the remixed umbrella.

oh, i mentioned that earlier right.

sorry about that.

i'm soo addicted to it.

ella ella ay ay ay.

how addictive.

i have a craving for chocolate mousse.

mmm, delicious.

I am listening to Dark Blue by Jack Mannequin.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

i love the remixed version of umbrella.

it's so sweet. (:

i think rihanna and chris brown make a good duo.

I'm looking for the one with the glass slipper.

Baby girl you can be my Cinderella ella ella eh eh eh.

lols. how cute.

there was a new girl in class today.

what's her name again?

oh crap.

i forgot.

she's thai you see.

that's why i can't really remember her name.

she seems to get along with andi.

haha.

I am listening to Jenny by The Click Five.

So if you feel me let me know, know, know

Come on now what you waiting for, for, for

My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode

So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go

i am sick and tired of all these fightings too.

perhaps you could say that i was putting on a brave front.

so,if you guys wanna make peace.

just go, i seriously wouldn't mind.

i miss my old simple-minded self.

rachel says i have changed.

and yes, i am trying to change.

i think that i should change if i wanna belong to the group.

but i seriously miss my old self.

i always feel so out hanging out with a big group like that.

i can't seem to find a group that i truly belong to in 1e3.

yes yes yes, i should give myself more time.

but 6 months has passed.

i am still drifting around looking for a group i truly belong to.

it looks like others have found theirs.

i miss bhps. ):

and yes, we talked things out.

we have to accept one another's weekness if we want to be friends.

i am listening to Starlight by Muse.

Know I should stay away from

Cause it's no good for me

I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

first home econs practical today.

calvin was being an alright partner.

he did most of the cooking while i did most of the washing.

yeah.

at least nothing went wrong.

but he seems really enthu.

and a little paranoid.

but i must say,

home econs is way better than d & t.

another 2 boys got caning today.

offence?

smoking again.

muahahaha.

i am being a sadist again.

but mr edmund choo seems to hit a lot harder than mr eddy koh.

cause a really loud 'piah' sound could be heard this time.

went to novena square again after school.

i was like extremely hungry.

so, i went on an eating spree.

old chang kee, sushi and bubble tea.

yummy!

but watch your weight ar, goh yanyi.

you wouldn't wanna gain too much weight.

i am listening to Signal Fire by Snow Patrol.

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

yeah, you want to make peace?

are you sure?

i don't think i can believe you this time.

you deceived us the previous time and backstabbed us.

you almost ruined the friendship between yana, jing wen and me.

let me tell you this,

there are still many people out there that dislike you too.

its just that you don't know.

stop making yourself sound so close to the boys.

it's seriously giving me the goosebumps.

is it the fact that coming from a girls school is making you boy crazy?

if so, i would urge you to go back to a girls school.

maybe you would feel better there.

yeah, tranfer if you want.

i would like to say a very big thank you to anisiah for knocking the sense out of you.

pupils fromn the 1e3 chinese class,

anyone did chinese?

I am listening to I Can Do Better by Avril Lavigne.

You made yourself look perfect in everyway

So when this goes down

I'm the one that will be blamed.

stop pretending please.

your pretense effin' disgusts me.

so what if you don't care?

we don't care either.

it's just that scolding you like that gives us pleasure.

bitch.

if you're as smart as you think you are,

you could have handled the problem yourself.

instead of telling the boys and trying to gain sympathy.

so what if you worked?

flirt.

puh-lease.

they had nothing to do with this.

so leave them out for pete's sake.

counter me back after reading this like what you did to jing wen.

fine.

do whatever you want.

insult me.

i won't feel the pinch.

i don't give a mother fuckin' damn.

you claimed that we backstabbed you.

how?

in what way?

you asked why didn't we tell you the truth?

i tried telling you how i truly felt before.

your reaction?

'TO HELL WITH YOUR STUPID COMMENTS ABOUT ME.'

or maybe a

'I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.'

see?

did it work?

i doubt.

it's not us.

it's you.

you just don't change.

we did tried making peace with you.

okay, we went home merrily,

smiling and laughing.

i thought that we were okay already.

but you were the one that made your friendship sour.

you claimed that i hacked your friendster account.

let me tell you.

I FUCKING DIDN'T

still don't believe me.

just change your god-dammed password.

oh yes.

something everyone would surely want to tell you.

YOU ARE NOT CUTE.

so stop thinking that you are.

please and thank you

why did i strike it out?

i was just thinking what's the point of being so polite to you.

so what if my post is way inferior to yours?

i admit, my english ain't as good as yours.

oh yeah, you said you don't care.

so i guess you wouldn't take offence right?

YESTERDAY

the guides campfire was F-U-N.

i was super hyper last night.

scream like hell.

cheered like hell.

until now i got no voice.

haha.

but i was really fun.

i want to watch transformers so mucch.

any takers?

anyone, but you.

i don't think you would wanna watch with me either.

I am listening to Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne.

thanks annie for helping me with my tagboard.

dinner was great today.
had sandwiches and cookies from subway.
and i swear, the cookies were way delicious.
better than famous amous.
i must get them the next time i go united square.

had IT enrichment after school today.
it was pretty okay.
at least it wasn't totally boring.
i learnt a new skill!

i'm beginning to love literature.
although my english ain't good.
i like miss chugani.
she makes the lesson interesting.
and time seems to pass very fast during her lesson.

i am looking foward to home econs this monday.
our first practical.
and what are we cooking again?
macaroni i think.
and my practical partner is calvin.
happy working with you.
(:

I am listening to I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance.

yikes!
why is my tagboard floating?
anyone knows how to fix it?
please tell me.
thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAH HENG! (:

i want them so badly.
those gigantic sunglasses.
i saw them at square 2 yesterday.
hmm, 13 bucks for a pair.
pretty reasonable though.
but wait until i have more money.
or if anyone wants to buy it for my belated birthday present.
i wouldn't mind. (:
but i wear glasses.
so what's the point of having them?
ahh, i'll keep them as an accessory.
i would delightfully give up wearing glasses for them.
and beg mum to let me wear contacts.

miss ong switched our places in class today.
and boy,
the new arrangement is like no better than the previous one.
but maybe you could say i prefer the new one a teensy weeny bit more.
but i'll miss talking to rachel.
and i know she hates her place a lot.

i hate geography to hell.
not just the teacher, the subject too.
i'm pretty sure that it's not the subject i would excel in.
it's like so boring.
history was boring also.
but at least mrs tay made it sound not so boring.
at least she told us interesting (well, kinda) stories.

we celebrated kah heng's birthday during recess today.
and michelle bought 2 cakes from Hans.
a coffee one and a black forest one.
the black forest one was really nice.
perhaps i'll buy a slice for myself another day.
as for the coffee one,
i didn't try it.
i don't like cakes with a thick layer of cream on it.
it makes me sick.

i have a sudden obssesion with cheese cakes.
well, not the ones at hans.
they make me sick too.
they're just too cheesy for me.
i love the ones mum bought home yesterday.
its like so effin' nice.

CHEESE CAKES MAKE MY WORLD GO ROUND. (:

i am listening to Wait For You by Elliott Yamin.

HAPPY BITHDAY ANISIAH SHAZLIN D/O SHARUL!
hmm, i'm sorry, did i get that right?

i am very indifferent.
i don't know whether its a good thing a not.
atika thinks it is.
but i think its making me look eccentric.
a little abnormal.
making me the special one in 1e3.
my indifference it makes me look timid.
like i don't dare to fight back.
but seriously, i just don't wanna create chaos.
like suddenly shouting at people during class.
i think that its freaky.
should i change or should i not change?
idk.
i suddenly miss my primary school days a lot.
those days were the best.
i think that glory 5 was one of the best classes ever.
we were very united.
all the girls work well together.
oh well, those were the good old days.
i wish i could retake the PSLE.
i think that miss ong is toally unfair.
doesn't she notice that the sitting arrangement of our class is so not right?
it's like so many people get to sit near their close friends.
i miss mrs nair like hell.
she was a fantastic teacher.
i'm sure jingwen would agree with me on that.
strict yet nice.
i understood almost everything she said.
unlike miss ong who only knows how to use algebra.
i wish mrs nair would come teach bhss.
but of course not.
such a wonderful teacher like her shouldn't teacher in a school like this.

i am listening to Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston

somehow, i think that enrique iglesias is cute. (:



hmm, good enough? bleh.

gawd.
i look bloody weird without my glasses.
perhaps i shouldn't consider on wearing contacts.
so yeah.
about school today.
we played weird games during pe.
but i loved the weather.
so nice and cooling.
so, i didn't really sweat much.
sweating like hell simply sucks.
it makes me stink like hell.
i seriously need to build up my stamina.
if i go on like this,
i'll surely fail my 2.4.
but anyways, i'm used to failing.
hehe.
let me wish anisiah an early happy birthday.
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!
you're turning 13 tomorrow.
yay you.
lol.

live earth is pretty boring.
well, perhaps just to me.
'cos its like i have no idea who the hell most of the performers are.
that sucks.
i've been waiting for the fall out boy performance.
but i guess i missed it already, sadly.
this sucks also.
just saw joss stone on live earth.
i like her new hair.

i am listening to New Shoes by Paolo Nutini.
goodbye.
don't miss me.
i know you will.
wth, im getting lamer by the second.

oh yes, remember to catch LIVE EARTH on channel 5 later at seven.
save the earth.
its 24 hours for pete's sake.
i shall try not to sleep tonight.

hello beautiful people. (:

1. last beverage : orange juice.
2. last phone call : jing wen.
3. last person talked to: mum.
4. last cd played : P!ATD; A Fever You Can't Sweat Out.
.5. last time you cried?: can't seem to recall.
6. last text message to: atika.

HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice? nahh.
2. been cheated on? nope.
3. kissed someone & regretted it? no.
4. lost someone special? yeah.
5. been depressed? yup..
6. been drunk and threw up? hell no.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. black
2. brown
3. red

1. Made a new friend? yeah.
2. Laughed until you cried? yup.
3. Been called a weirdo? nope.
4. Met someone who changed your life? not sure.
5. Found out who your true friends were? yeah i'd guess.
6. Is there something you want to tell someone? not really.
7. How many kids do you want to have? undecided.
8. Do you have any pets? nope.
9. Do you wanna change your name? not really, maybe.
10. What did you do yesterday? schooling?
11. Last time You had pizza? pretty long ago.
12. What time did you wake up today? 0730.
13. What were you doing at 10:30 p.m? last night?sleeping.
14. Name something you CANNOT wait for? next year?
15. Last time you saw your father? this morning.
16. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? my PSLE score.
17. What are you listening to right now? Like A Boy by Ciara.
18. Have you ever talked to Tom? who's Tom??
19. Who's getting on your nerves right now? no one.
20. Most visited webpage? oftenleft-unspoken.blogspot.com
21. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi.
22. Have you seen anyone naked in the past week? hell no.

nothing much to post about today.
so this post will be really short.
guides campfire this coming friday.
so fast.
then have to stay back till like 10 o'clock.
so late.



somehow, i find this song cute.
i like the first part.
the ping pong sound is so cool.
lol.

i am listening to Real Girl by Mutya Buena

i am having a stupid fever and flu now.
38.4 degree celcius.
and atika didn't believe me.
so, i was like sniffing none stop in the bus.
people kept looking at me.
perhaps they think i was crying.
haha. i am EMO, not. lol.
went to novena square for lunch again.
ate LJS.
and an ant was in my drink.
BLEH!
i am looking for a blogskin right now.
i think im like changing blogskins everyday.
i have a sudden obsession with screamo.
i think that listening to it makes you want to shout away all your problems.
now, does that make sense?
idk.

PHOTOS WE TOOK TODAY
very few in fact.

hahaha, atika.

err, atika. wrong way.

now it's jingwen.

haha, they didn't know i took this.

OMG! whose thumb?

the weirdos pic.

i got the last picture uploaded for fun.

just happen to come across it on annie's picture blog.

can you see the MASSIVE difference in calvin from last year till this year?

well, look and see.

I am listening to Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional.

my stupid flu and cough is killing me.
and i left my textbook in school again.
crap. now my homework is 3 days late.

changed my blog skin and the song.
Given Up by Linkin Park.
really really nice song.

today, i went home right after school.
at the bus-stop, there was this REALLY indian freaky man.
his eyes are like RED.
like after someone just cried.
i just like walked pass him and he like started talking to himself.
in i don't know what language.
so, i was like damn freaked out lah.
so i walk to somewhere else.
nearer to the people.
then he followed me!!
i was like damm freaked out already.
worst, most of the people at the bus stop already left so i was like the only one.
so i went coffee shop and sit.
then finally, 186 came!!
i stood up and immediately went up the bus.
and the man suddenly disappeared.
after that, i saw JOHNATHAN.
he took the same bus as me.

I am listening to Love Today by Mika.
love love me
love love me

i am bloody tired now.
after an uber long day.
now, does that sound right, idk.
the stupid value education thing was well, stupid.
a complete waste of time.
i rather go maths erp than that.
but, i enjoyed the air-con.
haha, the so called 'skit' part was funny.
that is the first time i saw the class so united.
and mohan actually cried after laughing too much.
kudos to him. lol.
i think im coming up with a fever.
im like feverish now.
im so in love with the N.U.M bag.
i want it so badly.
but its like uber expensive.
$149!!!
how long do i need to take to save up?
like 3 months perhaps.
ahh!!

I am listening to Read My Mind by The Killers.

it has past seven and its still so bright.
hmm, i wonder why.

finally, i have completed my homework.
except maths though.
i freakin' left my textbook in school.
and so did jingwen.
haha. the forgetful people.

i am feeling jealous now.
don't try asking me why.

to all those youths out there.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY!
lols.

somehow, i do miss camwhoring.
can't wait to go back to school tomorrow.

I am listening to LoveStoned by Justin Timberlake.

darn.
haven't started on my homework yet.
still got so much to do.
i guess i'll have to mug for the whole day tomorrow.
DO NOT DISTURB!